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9.07.2011

a mess of fire

look at what you did
this mess that you made
look at all the lies
you let yourself create
look at all the hurt 
you buried in my heart
the pain you made me suffer
right from the very start.
you poured gas 
on a burning fire
stood there starring 
as my flames grew higher
you would manipulate your way
right back into my world
without realizing that every
single lie would unfold.
you think your smarter then me
and maybe better too
but here is the difference
between me and you.
i will go somewhere someday
you can watch and see
ill become something better
then you could ever be
and i will pride myself on 
honesty and the truth.
pride myself on things 
you never tried to use.
then you will be left standing
in a burning fire yourself
ill pour gas on all your flames
and never try to help.
© nldm