anywhere from this

I didn't think it could get much worse the this. 

I didn't think we could get further from here. 

I didn't think you could be any colder to me. 

I didn't think so many things I now know you can be. 

And I'm not sure where to turn without you here.

And I'm not sure where to go, nothing seems quite clear. 

If it wasn't for you I wouldn't be where I am. 

But where am I really without any plans. 

And I didn't think we would really ever come to this. 

I didn't think you would ever cut me up like you did. 

And I didn't see what I now know your made of. 

I didn't think you were as cold as this, made of such tough love. 

And there's so much to me you don't know about. 

So much you can't seem to fathom so much you'll never know of.

And there's so much I've accomplished that you can't see. 

So many things I'm proud of. So much you'll never be. 

© nldm