six freaking pounds

well,
it is obviously clear.... i completely, whether it be with or without trying have fallen off my rocker.
i would like to place blame on my newly acquired boyfriend, which in retrospect doesn't seem so new considering he has conquered six months within my relationship realm... which evidently resulted in six pounds... gained sadly - on his end (like i'm about to admit i gained six pounds.) my relationship has acquired new habits... one of those habits includes me (obviously)... sitting in front of the tube with an extra six pounds (of chris, clearly) and watching reruns of criminal minds (non stop). this nasty habit usually includes one of my two new found obsessions -- EDAMAME (if you don't know what this is ... google it, then proceed to your nearest grocery store and buy it for the sake of your taste buds) as well as BAGEL BITES (self explanatory & the culprit of said six pounds).
throughout several reruns of criminal minds it has become clear that my life is in limbo.
same job, same friends, same boy, same ..... everything... except less money ??? (aritzia .... damn you)
therefore my inspiration to write heart wrenching voo doo has taken a back seat for the obvious reason that nothing heart wrenching has happened to me.
i would like to place blame on the music & movie industry as well because nothing good has come from either recently in order to pull on my emotional heart strings.
i would also like to call on mother nature due to her lack of sunshine she has made it very difficult for me to go about changing my daily schedule (my tan skin doesn't like the cold, therefore it forbids my body to go 'play in the snow' -- no f-ing thanks winter.)
for the few fans that i have ... i promise to rack my brain more often for words, whether they be inspirational, witty, sad, or just anything you can relate to.
i'll find my way out of limbo... and off of the couch (soon hopefully).
in the meantime you can check out my added six pounds and multiple reasons for distraction HERE
(he can rhyme better then me anyways)
i appreciate the support more then you know,
and will make an added effort to make this a daily routine... like brushing my teeth....
if i don't post twice in one day don't judge me though... i swear i brush twice...
;)